Here is Deni Castellucci's response to an adoptee offended by the term Bastard.

Bastards will earn respect, because that is what we feel we deserve. We demand open records without compromise or concessions because we are certain of our moral and ultimately legal right to our records. Bastards are taxpaying, respectable folk for whom tippy-toeing around and waiting patiently for something good to happen wasn't going to bring about social or legislative change. I am a bastard and I am loving it.

Meanings of words change over time. The word silly, used to mean "blessed", since in the age of feudal lords and princes being able to frolic was considered reserved for the royalty appointed and anointed by God. As mercantilism turned into the industrial society, work and seriousness was more demanded, the word silly started to mean weak, feebleminded, insane. The twentieth century slowly and reluctantly brought the word silly back into good graces. Given this nature of words, there is no reason that the word Bastard can change as well. If it can change from meaning, illegitimate, to a nebulous, derogatory slang, why can't we breath life into the word and make it a positive word?

If you knew any of the members of Bastard Nation, you would find people that have enormous self- confidence, charisma, and belief in their talents and personal integrity.

Since we are all treated as "Bastards" under sealed records laws, we want to reclaim the word, rescue it from the gutter, and turn it into something positive, a word that you would be proud to wear, because it is what you are, even if it is a mere technicality. While I support your decision to wear whatever name you want and you fundamentally have the freedom to associate yourself with whom you want, I would urge you to look deeper.

Valerie replies:"The name alone, Bastard Nation, appears angry. I know there are times when extreme measures are necessary, etc. but when an organization designed to help adoptees in effect, alienates a people instead of bringing them together, perhaps it should look at itself.**

Extreme measures are needed, unfortunately to expose the lies, temper the fears and to diffuse the shame. Taking a word like, "BASTARD" and attaching it to productive, creative, witty, and charismatic folk diffuses the centuries of baggage the word carries and makes people take a look at the human beings adoption was supposed to help, not hinder. It is human to be angry at injustice, it is even healthy to be truly enraged at injustice.

Bastard Nation uses the anger and channels it into positive and focused action. Bastard Nation is not about Victimhood and self-pity, but approaching a problem with humor and intelligence. Rather than taking on multiple issues, it focuses on one human rights issue to rally support from all who support fairness and value truth.

Humor has saved me in my darkest hours, and even dark humor can help a person deal with tough personal issues.

Humor heals. Truth ultimately heals. Knocking down the shame and the lies will ultimately bring more people together.

Valerie: "I am neither proud nor ashamed of having been born out of wedlock, of being an adoptee. I am, however, certain open records should be available to all adult adoptees."

Valerie, you should always be proud of who you are. Part of who you are and who I am is being born out of wedlock. No amount of bureaucratic paperwork, or rose-colored lies can erase the circumstances of our birth.

We should be proud that we have a dual heritage. I am proud of all the facts of my existence ...that I was born to wonderful but ill prepared humans and raised by solid, salt-of-the-earth folk. Since I have been reunited, I have expanded who I call family and brought to light what "family values" are really about. I chronicle this in a heartwarming and life-affirming way on my website, Voices of Adoption.

Bastard Nation will accomplish more for open records than what Voices Adoption has in 3 years of its existence and the decades of existence of other well-meaning groups. They will get the attention of the media and the general public, then back that up with well-reasoned argument, practical and savvy political skills, and infectious energy, humor, and style.

This is coming from someone who, like you, was initially hesitant in affiliating with this organization. I dug deeper and found an organization that will 'do something' to finally realize what we both know needs to happen...open records for adult adoptees.

Denise Castellucci
Chair, BN Technology Committee, Lifetime Member, Bastard Nation

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